I feel my blood going hot here. I find myself surrounded by people that are professing Christians who are experts at describing what a problem is but not as adept at finding a solution to the problems that have been infecting our society for centuries.

Our world is being invaded by an infestation on multiple planes and the best that we can all do is complain about it and describe it in all of our fantastic verbiage.

Don't get me wrong folks. We need to IDENTIFY the problem. Now we need to do the next thing, which is to do SOMETHING about it. My question to each of us is simple. WHY is pornography so rampant in our society? Why is SEX such a commodity? Why does the church of the living God stand by quietly while church members are sucked into this evil lifestyle and when they admit they need help it is swept under the rug and they are told that their behaviour is normal. When is the church of the living God going to direct and train their membership to true accountability and restoration?

How many churches in America are modeling the BPM program like that of Central Church in Tenn? Why aren't there more men of God who are taking this program to the streets and the churches of America?

How many of us are spending more time fighting the sexual addiction in our own lives in a topsy turvy roller coaster ride vs finding true victory and helping others to be restored?

We have the knowledge. We have the technology and we have the leadership and the finances. We need to figure out how we can use what God has given us to ERADICATE this garbage from the church of the living God FIRST and then when those folks are fired up and out of the closet and restored then we can form an ARMY of the living God that we are supposed to BE and go crash down the GATES OF HELL.

I am sick of just talking about this. Who amongst us is willing to spend their money, time and talents to actually do more than wallow in sexual sin and mere acknowledgement of the issue?

Yes, Battle Plan Ministries is here. Setting the Captives Free is alive and well. Love in Action is alive and well. How many other PROGRAMS do you know of that are in place and doing their part to put a dent in this problem? My point is simple. God does not need a program. God needs YOU and ME to be willing to stand up for what we believe in and take a REAL STAND in our communities.

I submit to you that the church of the living God is way too passive, complacent and weak to make a dent in most of the problems we see plaguing our society. What about our leadership? Where are our Under Shepherds in all of this? Why IS it that our church members are struggling with alcohol, drugs, sexual addiction, gambling and spousal abuse? Why IS it the church of the living God is not yanking all of this SIN out of the closet and doing something REAL to address the issues and call sin a sin and restore people to either righteousness or casting the garbage out of the church.

The answer to most of those questions should make us physically ill when we face the truth. We are way too happy in our suburban homes with our suburban lifestyles and our stuff. Why is it that only 10% of the church do 100% of the work? The world around us may not embrace a relationship with Christ. That doesn't mean that they are deaf, blind and dumb. They can watch and see how much effort is being put forth within our churches and what type of affect it is having in our lives Monday through Friday. If some of these issues really bothered us then would we not be willing to do something, anything to make a difference?

The sad fact of the matter is this. If the problem is not hitting close enough to home then we take the stance of indifference. We would rather make a fuss about our next door neighbors dog barking in the middle of the night causing us to loose sleep than to get out of our comfort zones and security bubbles to make a difference in real issues that are affecting our very way of life.

I submit to YOU my friends and co laborers in Christ that we are NOT doing enough. There are victims and predators all around us. Through the power of the living God we CAN and SHOULD be making a DIFFERENCE. The million dollar questions are as follows.

A. When will we get sick enough of being sick enough of the issues?
B. When will we pool our resources together and become a REAL church body that does what it takes to MAKE a real difference.

By myself I can not make a difference outside of the scope of my personal life or the life of my family. I can influence the people in the community that God has placed me in. I can move people emotionally and spiritually as I call them into battle. Only when we as brothers and sisters in Christ work together with the church leadership can we actually make a lasting difference in the world around us. Our leadership needs to be motivated to stop sweeping the problems under the rug. Our leadership needs to stop wasting our money on building programs and finding new ways to tickle the ears of the sinner's that are already taking up room in the church. Our leadership needs to be called into action to be the REAL church leaders that they are supposed to be so that they can lead US into the paths of righteousness for HIS NAMESAKE. Only then will the church of the living God make a lasting impression on this world.

What will you do to start this process? Whatever it is that you will do I want to network with you and help you in any way that I can. Together WE can and MUST make the difference. The world around us depends on us to do it whether they realize it or not.

Your servant leader
James Moffitt
Jesus Connect Ministries

On December 4th 2002 at approximately 7:30 pm the lights began to flicker and then finally went out for good. The lights went out because of accumulated ice and freezing rain that had been coming down all day. The power stayed out until that Friday Dec 6th around 4pm. The article directly below this drivel was written because of this event. :)

The cable service went out again after being off for 2.5 days and my mind is wandering aimlessly wondering what to do next. I spent 30 minutes playing Hyper Bowl on my computer and then wandered over to solitaire and quickly became bored. We came home from church after the Christmas play and dinner in hopes of curling up in front of the television to watch another showing of Alias. My wife and I looked at each other and voiced our concern about missing a continuation sequel to last weeks Third Watch program that is shown on Monday evening.

As I catalog and analyze within my mind all the different possibilities that I have for entertaining myself this evening it occurs to me that I am a slave to technology and modern conveniences. It was amazing to me how much I got done in the two and a half days while the cable service was out. During our loss of Cable TV and high speed Internet access I was able to find the time to do some office cleaning and organization that sorely needed to get done. When the modern conveniences are available to lull me into a sense of tranquility and otherwise occupy my mental attention I am able to let other things go in life that perhaps would need my attention.

Life is what we make of it and there is nothing wrong with modern conveniences. We all love electricity which provides us with power for heating, AC, appliances and power for our computers. How much time and energy is being sucked out of our days because of modern conveniences and technology? How much value is being added to our lives because of modern technology and how much is being taken away? Do we even think about what we might be missing because of our aversion to what modern technology makes available to us?

No matter how addicted you may be to modern day conveniences or technology the life cycle never stops. Life marches on and if you are not careful it will pass you by while you are lost in the haze. All around us we see advertisers trying to determine our self worth and our value to society by convincing us that we must have this and we must have that. Marketing firms spend millions trying to convince us that we can look younger, thinner and that clothing, cars, prestige, power and that special house will cause you to be successful. We are aware of the subliminal messages and even though we may not make a conscious effort to pursue the hyped up dreams of the advertisers subconsciously we are making note of what they are saying and if we are not careful we can get sucked into a trap that will cause us to chase our tails in the pursuit of obtaining all that we can get our hands on.

Television, Cable, Satellite TV, Internet, radio, news media in written form and other forms of media that I am probably forgetting capture a large portion of our attention span. Media outlets of all types provide us with one thing and that is information. How we receive the information, how often we consume it and finally what we do with it determines how much value it adds or subtracts to our lives. Information and misinformation is swirling all around us and it is our choice to control what comes into our minds and how we will utilize it.

How can this be you may be asking yourself. How can we allow all of this information which bombards us from every angle to control our lives and consume so much of our time. How can we manage our daily lives more effectively and use the technology as a tool which will add value to our lives? Some of you may even be in denial as you read this and think that you are not wasting any precious time and that there is nothing wrong with being entranced by the endless flow of information that is shoved down our throat on a daily basis. How many of us are just happy about the way things are and have no intention of even considering some of these thoughts?

My challenge to you is simple. Find a piece of paper and a writing instrument and make a list of tasks that need to get done around the house. These tasks could be anything. Tasks that take 5 minutes to accomplish or tasks that could be large enough to be projects that would take hours of your time every day to accomplish. When the task list for around the house is done consider doing a list of things that you need to do that involves your family. If you don't have an immediate family what about your relatives, parents, children etc? Is there anything that has been neglected there because of a lack of time to do it? Think about any area of your life that would require time and attention to get things done. How big is your list getting to be now?

I am as guilty as you are. I love these modern conveniences and technology and flow of information that comes from it all. I believe that when Mother Nature dumps tons of ice and snow on us and causes all of our man made technology to come to a grinding stop because of power failure I believe that it gives us time to stop and consider all of this.
I am not advocating that we throw out our coffee pot, dishwasher and personal computers for the sake of getting back to oneness with our neighborhood or community. What I am advocating is that we take a step back from the daily madness and consider how much time is being utilized for the good of our humanity vs. just wasting our time and being yet another avenue of endless entertainment.

Okie dokie, I just thought about breakfast. :) I will get to that soon enough. I had to go into my blogger settings and update everything and make it current. New email address, postal address , phone numbers etc... I even changed my description.

Enjoy !!

Does anyone ever read this drivel? Do you? If you do please send me a short note at jcmoffitt@charter.net and tell me so. If you do that will encourage me to continue my blathering in cyberspace. :) Is there such a word as blathering? Sigh....

Well, week one at our new place in Simpsonville SC is almost complete. We moved in our new place last Saturday and we are STILL un packing boxes and playing house. :) We have a fireplace, 2 bathrooms, a fenced in yard and a kitchen that Katy just loves. You know what they say. When mom is happy the whole house is happy. Well, Katy is pretty happy about our new digs. So the rest of us are living in pleasantville for now. :)

We really do live out in the country now. It takes about 5 minutes to get to the ONLY 2 stop and robs down the street but other than that it is a 30 min drive into town. Wahoo. We love it!

My new job (contract) is on week number 5. There were some bumps and glitches along the way but I think that things have smoothed out a bit. Praise the Lord for that. Whew. I was starting to wonder what I had gotten into. I went from idle to running at mach 3 with my hair on fire. I think I can, I think I can, I think I can.

Today we will put together a new entertainment unit. Tomorrow we will look for a new church home. Actually, tomorrow just starts that maddening process where we go from church to church hoping and praying that we can find where we are supposed to be. It took us 6 months to do that in Goose Creek and I literally had to wind up in the hospital to meet our new pastor. Geeesh, hope that does not have to happen this time. :)

I think that my tummy is calling me to breakfast and I know that I must obey or I will be severely punished. :)

Moving towards the finish line

I spent three hours with my friend Derek yesterday at his house. It looks as if Derek is going to be going down a different path with regards to what he is doing with cell groups and ministry at his home church. Derek asked me to take over leadership of the existing cell group as he goes down this different path and will be making the announcement of his changes on this next Thursday. I told Derek that I would be honored to take over the small mens group on Thursday. We discussed bringing the men to a finish line quickly. Some of the men have been walking with Derek and the sexual purity accountability group since January. Some of the men for only 2 months. Derek and I agreed that while support groups and cell groups are great and a good way to connect to other men and bring healing to the hurting that it also can bring the trap of being an enabler for men to abuse grace. In other words the trap for some folks would be to grow comfortable in the thought that the cell group will always be there and that they can loose sight of the goal. If the cell group just goes on forever and people just cycle in and out of the ever turning washer machine type mentality then there will be some folks who will never reach the finish line.

So, with that said we will be proposing to the men that it is time to put this issue to rest, once and for all in their lives. When we say that we want to bring the men to a finish line it does not mean that we think they will never be tempted with sexual impurity again but it does mean that we will get to a point where we decide that we will put to action those principles that we have learned about sexual purity and then get on with our lives. Yes, some men will stumble and fall and they will need some follow up work from time to time but we also believe that there should be a time of accountability and maturity and responsibility where the men take possesion of the issues and finally make the decision to break free.

When we bring the men to the finish line I will be proposing that we start a series using either the PK workbook we got in Raleigh, Maximized Manhood by Ed Cole or Man in the Mirror.



James Moffitt
http://www.jesus-connect.net/jcmoffitt
jcmoffitt@jesus-connect.net

Peering down from the mountain

Can you imagine how Peter or Matthew might have felt after spending a weekend with our Lord listening to his teachings and watching how he walked amongst the people? They must have been breathless and amazed at our Lord as he ministered to the many needs of the people and shared inspiring and life changing concepts while connecting to them in a real way. I can not compare my experience at PK 2002 in Raleigh North Carolina to that which I have just described but I can say that it was a definite mountain top experience.

I was aware of this event approximately 1 week before the event due to hearing about it at a bible study group that I attend on Thursday evening. As the men were talking about the preparation to finally go to this event I figured that it was too late for me to make any preparations and I considered thinking about a PK event in 2003 to attend.
It seems that I was destined to go and a ticket for the PK event was provided for me free of cost due to some one else who was unable to make it to the event. I am sorry that this person was unable to make it but I am glad that I was able to go. I was blessed richly to say the least. God touched my heart in so many ways that I am bursting at the seams with all that I saw and heard.

The first PK event that I attended was in Irving Stadium, Irving Texas in 1994. At that time I also had a wonderfully powerful experience in which I felt that there was NOTHING that could separate me from the love of God and that the gates of hell would not be able to prevail against me. One thing that I was not prepared for after attending this event was the horrible onslaught that the enemy brought against me in the weeks to come. I will address that later on in this document as we consider peering down from the mountain and the eventual trip off the mountain back down into the valleys of life and the approach to the gates of living in reality.

One of the things that impacted me at both events was the large number of men from all races, creeds and denominations who planned to come together under one roof and praise and worship the Lord and receive Godly instruction and encouragement. So many times in life the secular media focuses only on the negativity of the world and the horrible consequences that can happen because of our sin nature. How often do we see them observing and reporting on 14000 men who represent a cross section of the church in 2002? I would venture to say not often enough. The praise music was awesome and the teaching was tremendous. There was enough "milk of the word" for brand new converts and enough "meat" for those of us that have been on a life journey with Christ.

Storming the Gates was the theme and the color was RED. Red signified the blood of the lamb and white signified the fact that we as believers and Disciples of Christ have been washed in that blood and that we are a royal priesthood and a royal generation. The entire focus of this Promise Keepers event was to remind men that we are in a special and unique place within our society. We have the ability to change the history of this world IF we choose to embrace our Godly heritage and take up our cross and follow the Lord no matter where he leads us or what task he gives us to do. We were encouraged and commanded to stop being passive with regards to our relationship with the Lord and with our families, churches and communities. We were encouraged to defeat our fears and to put on our armor and to fight the good fight, to storm the gates of hell. We were encouraged to walk out our salvation with trembling and fear. We were reminded of the fact that one of our roles is to be the leaders that our families desperately need. As Godly men we should serve our wives and our children in such a way that they will know and understand who God is. We were told that our families are our first ministry and that there are no other ministries before that. Once we get our homes in order before God and take the necessary steps to rid our lives of worldly junk then we will be able to withstand the darts of the enemy and lead other people to the cross where the power of the holy spirit and the integrity of our relationship with Christ can change those folks for eternity.

I came back from this mountain top experience realizing that there were areas where I need to grow and how that need for growth is only causing me to become stagnant in going to the next level with the Lord. God's desire is that we will be fruit bearers and that fruit will bring forth other fruit for the kingdom. In 1 John 1:8-10 tells us that if we say that we have no sin that the truth is not in us and Gods word has no place within us. Spiritual arrogance costs way too much and there are too many people that are headed to eternal separation from God for me to be playing games and thinking that I have arrived. My natural inclination is to be my worst judge and to condemn myself. The enemy, over the years, has always battled against me in this area and I have always had to struggle to find the balance I need to know the difference between spiritual growth achieved and areas I need to grow in without condemning myself and coming up with feelings of hopelessness. One of the speakers made a statement that made me cringe. He said that Christ is the head of the church and He was willing to give up His life for her. Likewise we as Christian men who are married should be willing to serve our wives and families even unto death. He further challenged us in the fact that we will never be able to fulfill that role until we are able to give up the remote control to the television. How can you die for your wife when you won't relinquish the controls to the TV?
I think that you could hear 25% of the oxygen being inhaled as men all over the sports arena realized an area of their lives that needs to be worked on. I need to show my children and wife through my actions that I am willing to be a servant leader in my home. Talk is cheap and I need to put feet to my love for them.

I was challenged in the area of prioritizing my time. One speaker reminded us that the only way that we are going to be able to put on the full armor of God and storm the gates of Hell was to be the warrior for God that we should be. He encouraged us to remove all the junk and garbage and ungodliness out of our lives and prioritizing our time so that we can equip ourselves to fight in the battle. We were reminded that our armor does not protect us from the rear and only from the front. We were reminded that God asks us the same question that he asked Peter. Do you love me more than these? God was using fish as an example of things that Peter loved more than God but each of us can easily choose the things in our lives that represent the fish. I am sometimes challenged with prioritizing my time and I need to spend less time in front of the idiot box (TV) and substitute that time that I regain by connecting to my family and spending more time in studying Gods word and praying. I need to disconnect from all the things in this world that are hindering me from being at my fullest potential for the kingdom of God.

I was also challenged in the area of connecting with other men and developing godly relationships where I can be not only a mentor but also be mentored. Spiritual arrogance, pride and having been hurt by other Christian men and churches in the past cause me to be on the defensive and to be very cautious of whom I open my heart to.
I know that in order to go to the next level with the Lord and to be the Godly Man He wants me to be that I need to get past this and to learn how to trust again. It is so easy for me to hide behind ministry and to mask my spiritual inadequacies and needs by ignoring them and helping others. I was challenged in the area of being sensitive to the needs of others despite what I might think. I was reminded that Paul stated that we should try to be all things to all men for the sake of reaching them and drawing them closer to the cross.

This week we will spend time climbing down from the mountain top experience at PK 2002. It is totally up to us how we choose to allow this experience to affect us. We will either choose to cut out another PK notch on the spiritual belt buckle and ride the wave of emotional warm "fuzzies" until they run out OR choose to recognize the areas of my life where growth is needed. Time is short and the fields are white unto harvest. The work is plenty but the workers are few. There is no time for being passive and complacent while the world around us is headed to eternal separation from God. We need to spend time on our knees asking God to cleanse us from all unrighteousness and to surround each of us with other godly men, teachers and preachers that can help us to be equipped to be a mighty warrior and army for God. We need to get on offense and move forward against the enemy and be proactive instead of defensive.

In 1994 I was caught off guard and did not realize just how angry that I had made our enemy. Luckily for me God used a friend of mine that had already connected to me to help me to crawl out of the hopelessness and depression that the attack caused in my life. My friend redirected my focus and helped me to remember the vision that God had given me and showed me that God does not expect me to be perfect. God expects for me to be obedient and to take my life one day at a time and to leave the battle to Him. God is much more powerful than I am. My friend showed me that I could not defeat the enemy in my mind by myself. My friend showed me that I needed to connect to other Christians and to draw strength from them so that I could find the hope and get back into the battle.
In 2002 I expect the enemy to attack and I will determine to connect to other men in my life who love the Lord and will allow me to join in the offensive with them as we determine to storm the gates of hell together.

It is always good to return home even if it is from a mountain top experience. The thing about mountain top experiences is that they are useless if you do not appy those things that you have learned to practical every day living.

In 1994 I went to a Promise Keepers event and that was a mountain top experience that caused me to ultimately come under attack by the enemy. I came under heavy condemnation by the devil as he showed me that there is NO way that I could ever become the man that God wanted me to be. Satan is a liar and a deceiver. He is right that I in my own flesh and ability and sin nature can not become who God wants me to be. The only way that I can become the man God wants me to be is to strip myself of all ties to this world and to submit myself to Him and learn how to be a servant leader to God, Family and church. As I submit myself to God and to being a servant leader in my home then God will be able to mold me and shape me into His image.

Promise Keepers 2002 was just as incredible as 1994 in that it was a mountain top experience and I came away with a lot of meat to chew on for the next year. In this next couple of weeks I will pour over my notes and pick out those things that God showed me and share them with you. I know that I have some adjustments to make especially in the area of being a servant leader. I know that I have some areas of pride with regards to being a servant leader in my home that I need to work on. One of the simple ways that I can improve my being a leader in my home by serving my family such as giving up the remote control and letting the family watch what they want to watch while I am there.
Instead of making my family a gopher (go for this and go for that ) I should get off my lazy duff and go do it myself for a change. Sometimes the small things make a world of difference.

Well, it is time to be the Godly Man and leader that I should be and lead my family into the face of God by taking them to church. More good stuff to come folks, please stay tuned to this channel.

God bless

I went to bed at 10:30 pm after taking a wonder drug called a sleeping pill. I have always said that sleep is such a huge waste of time. How many years do we waste lying flat on our back taking up oxygen and being useless? LOL.... I figure that I could get a LOT accomplished during the hours that I am spending sleeping. Then again, I dont waste a lot of time sleeping since I am up at 2 am after 4.5 hours of sleep. The same thing happened to me last night. Go to bed at 12:30 am and get up at 5 am to go to work. I work 6 am until 2:30 pm at the Weapons Station. Some afternoons I am able to sleep for several hours and that helps to recharge the batteries. I tried to get a nap today and no such luck.

I am taking off from work on Friday and heading out to Raleigh NC for a Promise Keepers event. I am looking forward to being blessed by the ministry of Godly men at this event and enjoying being around alot of other godly men. My last PK attendance was in 1994 at Irving stadium in Irving Texas. There were 50,000 men in attendance. What an awesome 2.5 days that was. You could say it was a mountaintop experience.

August 5 will be here before we know it. That will be exactly one year since our Jessica has been absent in the body and present with the Lord. It is so hard to believe that this has happened. It is almost like a horrible nightmare that never happened. Then again we are reminded that the nightmare is an actual reality since she is not here anymore.

I have been attending a mens bible study and accountability group on Thursday evenings for the last couple of weeks. Some of the men go to Cathedral of Praise on Ashley Phosphate rd and some of them go to area churchs. Derek Smith, who lives close to me has started this group and started to invite me to come. We began to visit COP several weeks ago and really enjoyed it. I think that we plan to continue to attend on the Saturday evenings that we have available. The children seem to enjoy the childrens ministry there.
Our home church, Grace Fellowship in Goose Creek seems to be struggling with attendance still. It seems as if we take one step forward and go back three steps.

I was blessed by an annual raise of 3% today. Wahooooo. That is something to Praise the Lord about. Ok, it is 3:15 am and 5:30 is right around the corner. I am going to sign off shortly and go back to bed......

Greetings

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"Google Groups" at alt.religion.christian.jesus-connect. If you visit this newsgroup you will see that there are some folks there that post who love God and have good intentions of sharing the gospel of Christ and then there are those folks who are there to be totally disruptive. If you are "thick skinned" and can wade through and past some of the ugliness then this would be a good place for you to flex your "apologetics muscles" but if not then our private news server would be the route to go.

God bless




James C. Moffitt Jr.
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People dont care how much you know until they know how much you care !

Yeah! This is SATURDAY and we got to sleep in until 8 am. Whoaaaaaa, what a deal that is. We normally get up at 5 am Monday through Friday so I am thoroughly enjoying this lazy morning.

I wanted to follow up on my previous post of what it means to be an American and what folks should do IF they dont like where they live.

I was not born here. I am a naturalized citizen which means that I had to live here for X amount of years and meet certain requirements BEFORE the US Government would consider me a citizen. One of those requirements was to be able to speak the English language and to say the pledge of Allegiance. I remember that day in Federal Court in Dallas Texas as if it were just yesterday. I believe that I was 13 years old when I became an official citizen of the US.

My parents were military and thanks to being adopted out of an orphanage in Ashofenburg Germany I am now enjoying the freedom and priveleges of being an American. If I had not been adopted along with my blood sister we would have experienced a much harsher life.
At the age of 8 years old the boys in the orphange were forced to go out and earn money and bring it back to share with the rest of the children. When my adoptive parents found me I had very little to my name. I was 1 years old and had a cast on my right leg up to my knee cap. If it were not for my parents being in the military, adopting me and giving me the many operations they did on my club foot I would never have walked. My sister was blind in one eye and there was no hope that she would ever see right. At the age of 17 my sister took her drivers test and eye exam without glasses and passed.

Just this last week a judge on an appellate court decided that saying the pledge of allegiance was unconstitutional. Was he smoking some serious drugs when he came to that conclusion??

How much JUNK do you get in your e-mail inbox?? This is one e-mail that I want to share with the world. Yes, I am an American too and I am SO very PROUD to be one. No, our way of life is not perfect and we have our own unique trials and tribulations that we have to work on. Show me a culture, society or race of peope that do not.....

If you dont like what you see below let me encourage you to find a better place to live.
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If you want to be an American, then BE AN AMERICAN


After hearing that the state of Florida changed its
opinion and let a Muslim woman have her picture on her
drivers license with her face covered, I believe this is
even more appropriate. Read on, please!

This is an Editorial written by an American citizen,
published in a Tampa Newspaper. He did quite a job; didn't
he?

IMMIGRANTS, NOT AMERICANS, MUST ADAPT.

I am tired of this nation worrying about whether we are
offending some individual or their culture.

Since the terrorist attacks on Sept. 11, we have
experienced a surge in patriotism by the majority of
Americans. However, the dust from the attacks had barely
settled when the "politically correct" crowd began
complaining about the possibility that our patriotism was
offending others.

I am not against immigration, nor do I hold a grudge
against anyone who is seeking a better life by coming to
America. Our population is almost entirely composed of
descendants of immigrants. However, there are a few things
that those who have recently come to our country, and
apparently some born here, need to understand. This idea of
America being a multicultural community has served only to
dilute our sovereignty and our national identity.

As Americans, we have our own culture, our own society, our
own language and our own lifestyle. This culture has been
developed over centuries of struggles, trials, and
victories by millions of men and women who have sought
freedom.

We speak ENGLISH, not Spanish, Arabic, Chinese, Japanese,
Russian, or any other language. Therefore, if you wish to
become part of our society, LEARN THE LANGUAGE! "In God We
Trust" is our national motto. This is not some Christian,
right wing, political slogan. We adopted this motto because
Christian men and women, on Christian principles, founded
this nation, and this is clearly documented. It is
certainly appropriate to display it on the walls of our
schools.

If God offends you, then I suggest you consider another
part of the world as your new home, because God is part of
our culture. If Stars and Stripes offend you, or you don't
like Uncle Sam, then you should seriously consider a move
to another part of this planet.

We are happy with our culture and have no desire to change,
and we really don't care how you did things where you came
from. This is OUR COUNTRY, our land, and our lifestyle.
Our First Amendment gives every citizen the right to
express his opinion and we will allow you every opportunity
to do so.

But, once you are done complaining, whining, and griping
about our flag, our pledge, our national motto, or our way
of life, I highly encourage you to take advantage of one
other great American freedom, THE RIGHT TO LEAVE.

Please pass this along if you agree.

It is flooding here in Charleston. In another 2 hours the yard will disappear into the ditch which is now a pond and the yard that was once there will be a sink hole. Our double wide trailer will turn into a modern Noah's Ark as we begin to float down into the woods and then slowly rise above the trees and then over the power lines. I hope the electricity has shorted out by then so we dont turn into big fish in a sardine can.......

It has been forever since I have written anything in my blog but since there is nothing else to do other than imitate a gold fish while I look outside at the torrential down pour I might as well write something.

I got up at 5:30 am this Saturday morning so that I could go pick up Kristina Lynn from church camp in Batesburg SC. Batesburg SC is located just the other side of Columbia SC out in the sticks. Apparently the state offices for Church of God of Prophecy are located in Batesburg and that is where the camps are hosted. Justin and Kristina both attended so hopefully they both had a lot of fun. On July 1, 2002 we will be taking both of the kids to the annual Happy Days Camp which is also located in South Carolina somewhere up I-95 out in the woods.

Katy goes to work today at 3pm and if the rain does not let up I will probably have to take her so that she does not have to fight the inclement weather. That means that I will be getting in the car at 12 midnight to go get her. JOY !!

It appears that while Jesus Connect Domain is still a valid Internet Domain and my friend and founder Reynold Deguzman has erected a Linux Server on his cable modem service things are moving pretty slowly with development. Will Jesus Connect Ministries ever revive? That is the million dollar question at this moment. The last time I looked the website was still a one line sentence stating that the web page is under construction. Oooops, just checked the url and now it is saying the page can not be displayed. Oh well.....

The only thing that is new on the church scene for us is that we aquired a new sound board and I was able to move from the HOT attic down to the sanctuary. What a blessing to not have to be in the heat. I located a young man at AKM Pro Audio who is interested in being our drummer and we are supposed to meet at the church this afternoon. That probably wont happen with the rain. As for membership, we lost one family and gained a couple more young couples. I am hopeful that our church will begin to grow in 2002.
I am teaching the teenager boys bible study on two Wed's per month and other than that I just run the audio / video equipment on Sunday morning. We have no Sunday evening service.

Ok, I guess that is it for now as far as the update goes. Be well, be safe and may the peace and love of Jesus Christ permeate each of your days.

God bless

As time flies on by

Can you believe that it is already May 1st 2002? I for one can not. Where oh where is time going to? When I was younger I heard that time flies by faster and faster the older you get. At the age of 40 this is really coming true in an alarming way. If you are older than me then you know what I am talking about.

On May 5th we will have been without our Jessica for 9 months. Walking through Grief Year 1 is an article in response to that milestone in our lives. Maybe I should call it a month stone instead of a mile stone. Is there such a thing? Katy has been working at MUSC now for about 2 weeks and today is her first paycheck out side of the home in approximately 7 years. On May 12th of this year Katy and I will be celebrating 12 years of marriage and on May 4th of this year our Kristina will be turning 10 years old.

Justin and Kristina seem to be adjusting to public school ok. We agree with the teacher that Justin needs to do 1st grade over again since he will be turning 7 next year. This wont hurt him at all. We are planning on going back to Texas in June for the first time in two years. It will be good to see the relatives again. We will go to Seguin Texas which is just outside of San Antonio to see Katy's sister, Lisa.

We are planning on finding a house to rent between now and July 1st of this year. We are ready to move from where we are at and find a bigger place with a fenced in yard for the children and our dog angel to play in.





James Moffitt
http://jcmoffitt
jcmoffitt@jcmoffitt.com

Walking through Grief Year 1

I come from the GREAT state of Texas. The long horn state where the highways and flatland never seem to end. One of the television commercials that I will have etched on my brain forever goes like this. How long has it been since you have had a bowl of wolf brand chili? Well, neighbor that is entirely too long. Wolf brand chili is one of those things that you can get in Texas that is hard to find anywhere else. My wife and I miss several things about Texas. The chili, authentic Mexican cooking and a soft drink called Big Red. We have been gone from Texas since August of 1997 and though I do not miss the big city living in Houston we certainly miss other things and people. We miss our family and friends that we left behind. Not only do we not miss the big city living but also we don’t miss some of the things that I remember about Houston. I don’t miss the traffic jams. I do not miss the heat and humidity. I don’t miss the sounds of sirens at all hours of the day and night. I do not miss the hustle and bustle of the big city. Houston Texas is a city that never sleeps.

As a father that is walking through the grief process I have to say that there are things that I miss about our Jessica and there are things that I do not miss. All of these things are elements of the grief that I have to work through each day and sometimes each week.
One of the things that I do not miss is the daily or weekly visits to the MUSC radiology and oncology department. I do not miss the quarterly check ups where we would have to sit in a room for several hours while a team of people would come into the room one at a time with their legal pads or clip boards with an endless stream of repeated questions. I do not miss the feeling of being a gold fish in a glass jar where we were some sort of specimen to be observed. I do not miss the never-ending battle of finding a parking place for the car and having to show the teller at the booth our handicap license plate so we could get out at no charge. I do not miss the knowing looks of the parents that I would pass in the hallways of the hospital as we would pass them with Jessica in her wheelchair wearing her hat over a hairless head. I do not miss the feeling of helplessness as I watched our Jessica loosing the energy to live as she would lay around on the couch wishing she could be outside playing with the other children.

What I do miss is Jessica saying “ Oh Daddy!” when I would say something silly or unexpectedly burp in her presence. I miss Jessica’s smile because when she did, it was from ear to ear and it would light up the room. No matter how glum I felt when Jessica smiled, especially in the last several months, it really brightened up my day. I miss the hugs from Jessica as she struggled to show her love and affection for me. I miss seeing Jessica’s courage as she fought to keep on living from day to day despite all of the treatments and examinations that she endured. I miss going to the mailbox and getting all of the post cards from all over the world from the Chemo Angels. I miss going to the mailbox and getting letters from parents just like you who wrote to tell us we were not alone. I miss watching Jessica interacting with other members of our church as they would move here from the sanctuary to the fellowship hall in her wheel chair or help her get out of the car to go inside the church.

I look back on those events now just as if it were yesterday. The pain is no less real or present in my heart. I remember the joys and the struggles. I remember the loss and the joy equally. As one day melts into another I recognize that this is going to be a long journey in which we learn how to live without our Jessica. Healing will happen slowly but surely. Healing will mostly come from within and there will be days that God will have to supernaturally reach down from heaven and do the work for us because we will be too weak and weary to cry out to Him for help. The difference between the memories of Jessica and Texas is that we can always drive back to Texas and experience the things that we missed the most. On this earth and in this plane of living we will not experience Jessica’s laugh or affection again. We have the hope that she is with the Lord and that we will see her again once our lives are over here on this earth.

My hearts desire is to be the father that I need to be to my other children despite my loss.
I want to know how to live through this grief process in a way that will not rip apart my existing family unit. I want to know how to be the husband and confidant that my wife needs as she walks through her pain. I want to know how to share my heart and life experiences through this all so that others that come after me or before me will be better equipped to handle their grief process. As I pour out my heart and thoughts and feelings my hope is that other men just like me will find refuge. We will not find refuge in knowing that someone else is in pain. We will not find refuge in knowing that someone else just like me is awake at night or is having a hard time concentrating at work. We will find refuge as we learn how to take the horrible grief and pain and channel it back to our Father who is in Heaven. There are a lot of books and resources that are available for those of us in grief to read but the only true source of healing is going to have to come from God. I started Fathers Refuge so that I could communicate with men who are learning how to live with the grief. I want men to know that it is ok to talk about pain. Men are not exempt from the harsh realities of pain.

As a man I know that it is natural for us to want to just hold it all in and appear as if nothing is wrong on the inside. The problem with doing that is that eventually the pain will surface. How the pain surfaces is up to us. How we choose to walk through the grief process is going to affect our relationships with our wives and our children. If you are not married then it will affect your relationship with your co-workers and friends.
As I walk through this process of grief I want to learn how to help men to learn how to open up and express what is going on inside. If you are the wife, mother, relative of a man who is walking through grief be sure and know that he is not doing ok and life is not just back to normal. He may appear to be ok but trust me when I tell you that he is not. Gently reach out to him and let him know that you are there for him. You do not need to have all the right answers because there are none. All you need to know is to let him know that while you do not understand the pain you know that it is there and you care. Sometimes just listening to a person talk will make all the difference in the world.

If I can help someone find refuge for their own personal storm as they walk through grief then please direct them to the e-mail and postal address below. I not only want to learn how to be healed, but I want to pass the healing process on to other men just like me who need a brother and a friend that understands. That is what Fathers Refuge is all about. You can contact me at Fathers Refuge Care of James Moffitt 159 Mapleridge Dr , Goose Creek SC 29445. E-mail address is jcmoffitt@jcmoffitt.com



James Moffitt
http://jcmoffitt
jcmoffitt@jcmoffitt.com

Good morning world! I woke up at 5:42 am as if it were a work day. Go figure. Now it is 6:35 am and my wife and I are sitting in front of our respective computer screens searching for new e-mail to consume. All that awaited me in Outlook 2002 was the ever present SPAM. People online begging me for my last hard earned buck. Delete, delete , delete and then delete some more.

April 8, 2002 marked the first day that our children, Justin and Kristina, entered the public school system here in Goose Creek. Katy also started her part time job at MUSC as a human services specialist. We are planning on moving out of the double wide trailer that we are in and into a house with a real back yard and a fence. We have a shopping list of what we are looking for. Well, actually, Katy made up the list. We are looking forward to living in a neighborhood that does not have a neighbor that has 6 rowdy children.

I am still at the Naval Weapons Station and it appears that it is possible that I will be employed there through the year 2003. NMCI is taking its sweet time in becoming a reality and the Jacksonville Command will not be touched for another year. I am hopeful to get some of my certification tests out of the way between now and the time I am kicked to the curb. As far as network administration is concerned I have arrived in heaven. I monitor 6 servers and the Network infrastructure that handles the PWC network and if everything is operating as it should I can study or read books or surf the web. I know guys that would kill for my job. :) Low stress environment. You dont find that in Corporate America these days.

Our Jessica has been gone now for 8 months and I sure do miss her. I miss her so much some days it is all I can do to breathe. I know that Katy likes the idea of going back to work because it probably helps her to take her mind off of thinking about Jessica.

Jeremy will be here for 42 days after June 7th and I am taking vacation from June 3rd to June 10th. I cant wait to see Jeremy, he will be 16 years old this month. It is hard to imagine that he is 16. Our son is growing up before our very eyes.

I am going to be transferring my jcmoffitt.com domain off of Register.com onto a web hosting provider that provides us more drive space, bells and whistles for my money. Register.com does not offer anything near what other providers are now. Katy and I need to work on getting our web site back online. I would like to get Jessica's memorial page back online as soon as possible.

I am talking with Reynold about getting Jesus Connect transferred from Network Associates over to another web hosting provider and putting up a basic website for Jesus Connect. I am not sure if Reynold is up to doing this so I am just trying to get him to atleast get the domain transferred out of his name over to the new hosting site so I can do something with it.

Kristina and Justin are going on a field trip today between 9 am and 3 pm so Katy and I will have the day to ourselves. That will be weird to say the least. Katy just told me that since the kids get out of school on May 30th and I am taking vacation on June 3rd through the 10th that we should plan a road trip back to Texas. Wahooo, that ought to be a blast.....
NOT.... We would plan on picking up Jeremy on the way back through Houston to SC.
This is starting to look like the Harry and the Hendersons movie.

Update for March 15, 2002

(Turning on light and blowing off the dust.....)

My virtual ministry may be gone but I am far from dead. :) The family website that once WAS is hybernating safely on many locations awaiting a new home. Until then our Comcast site is graciously providing us 25 mb (cough) of awesome drive space for our shadow web site. This is giving me an excuse to play with MS Publisher and MS Front Page for html creation. I decided that since MS Front Page is a part of Office XP Professional and I have it that I might as well use it.

No, I wont be winning any website creation contests nor will anyone be tearing down my door for my skills but atleast we will have a web presence. When Jesus Connect was alive and well I used to think it was important. Now that 7 years of work has ended I am not so sure. We are one web page out of millions. I guess it is sort of like a business card. You meet folks, hand out the information in the hopes that if someone does want to see you again they have a point of reference. In the real world I have plenty of those.

Here is the URL to our Comcast Website.
http://mywebpages.comcast.net/jcmoffitt1/index.htm

Here is the URL to our MSN Users virtual home
http://www.msnusers.com/TheMoffittFamily


Today we went out and had some family fun and togetherness activities. The first thing we did was to go bowling. We had a blast.
I did terrible but that is allowed. We were not there to compete but to have fun as a family. Kristina and Justin did pretty good considering they had to use bumpers. The next thing we did was to go to Scholotsky's and have lunch and then off to the movies to see Ice Age. That was a neat movie. I am not much into Disney animations but I have to say that this was a very good movie to see with the kids. I think I laughed harder than most of the adults.

I am toying with the idea of upgrading the wife's computer to Windows XP Professional. Katy needs access to Front Page so she can learn how to use it and make adjustments and improvements on our website. I will probably spend the rest of the afternoon cleaning off all the spyware, adware and shareware garbage off Katy's computer before I do the upgrade. Yeeeehaaaaaaa

Have a great weekend folks !

James Moffitt
http://jcmoffitt
jcmoffitt@jcmoffitt.com

Jesus Connect Ministries is offline March 5, 2002

Jesus Connect Ministries went offline on March 5, 2002. Without any warning the doors were closed and locked and the network is down. Now, I am having to rebuild our family website and redirect all of my stuff. That stinks.

Our family website is now located at http://mywebpages.comcast.net/jcmoffitt1. This site is still under construction.
Our MyFamily.com community is located at http://moffittfamily.myfamily.com

Living in the meantime

Life sometimes consists of walking one moment at a time and then one day at a time. Learning how to be content with the here and now always seems to be at war with our expectations for the future. We set ourselves up for failure when we compare our sucess with what appears to be the sucess of others. We look at the lives of other people and are quick to make assesments of them after a brief glimpse of the outside. First impressions can be dangerous. If folks fit a predefined mold that the world gives us to model then those folks must have it all together. If you wear the right clothes, weigh the right weight , are the right height , drive the right kind of car, live in the right type of house in the right kind of neighborhood then you must be a sucess. The problem with first impressions is that we only see what is on the outside. We dont see the burdens and fears and hopes and dreams and pain that might be right under the surface. All we see is what we can see through the limited perceptions of our own eyes. We look at one another just like we look at God, through darkly shaded glasses. We are familiar with the general shape and color and smells but when it comes to clarity things are just so fuzzy.

Our priorities are driven by what makes us happy and our priorities will utlimately define who and what we become. Pursuit of happiness can last a lifetime and can lead to ruin. The world yells at us that if it feels good do it. The problem with that philosphy is that the world around us is filled with things that will satisfy our flesh until it gets bored. How many boxes of chocolates do you need to eat before you get sick of it? Our flesh desires to have variety. Give me this, give me that. Allow me to experience all that I can so that I can feel good. Our happiness never quite reaches true joy and peace. The happiness that the world offers us will never satisfy our need for peace and contentment and fullfillment. Our purpose to be happy and content will never be complete without God.

Living in the meantime means that we must find the hope. Life is full of disappointment, heart ache, frustrations, trials and tribulations and temptations at every corner. What is at the end of the tunnel ? Through the pain , onward to battle and victory. Do we have a choice? We either stand still and subject ourselves to the pain and anguish that the world will inflict upon us or we choose to acknowledge the pain and choose to enter into the battle of life and figure out how to become victorious. A life without purpose is a life that is destined for unsatisfied helplessness and defeat.
Wandering from one feel good situation to the next will never allow us to experience true peace, contentment or joy. As people we must be purpose driven.

Life is so difficult at times that it is sometimes easier to just ride the waves. Without purpose we lack power, without power we lack direction and without direction we endanger ourselves and our future. Sometimes we get so wrapped up in the daily tasks of living that we loose sight of the big picture. Pain and struggling can cause us to forget what our purpose is. Living life on a daily basis sometimes pushes us off the road and causes us to put life on hold for a moment. Rest and healing is needed but we should not stay there forever. We must enter back into the race that we are in and push towards the finish line. Each of us has a race and we will eventually reach the finish line or we will not. Is the race over when we die physically or does it begin? Have we been created to be born, go to school, get a college degree, get married, have kids, enjoy grand children, grow old and then die? Is there more meaning to life than that?

I choose to believe that there is a God that has a bigger purpose for us than just living this life. This life that we live is only a shadow of the life to come as we walk through eternity. I believe that God created us and that He can do anything that He chooses to. I choose to believe that God has a purpose for our lives. God desires a personal relationship with his creation. His purpose for our lives is that we pursue Him relentlessly and allow Him to touch our lives in every area. We need to decide to live our lives according to Gods will and not our own. Gods purpose will give us true peace and joy and contentment. The world that we live in certainly does not offer anything of eternal value. God wants us to experience life and experience it abundantly.








James Moffitt
Jesus Connect Ministries
http://www.jesus-connect.net
jcmoffitt@jesus-connect.net

Walking in Abundant Life

Walking in Abundant life


Our life is but a vapor. We are passing through this world to enter into eternity. Eternity can be a scary thing especially if what it holds for us is uncertain. Fear is usually fear of the unknown. Fear can paralyze us and keep us from knowing joy, happiness and contentment with who we are and where we are in life. Life is a gift and we believe as Christians that God is the giver of this life. Some of us would further define God in the person of Jesus Christ. The Bible outlines a plan that God has given us so that we can walk in Abundant Life. Lets examine some of the scripture that shows us what the bible says about Life and Death.


John 10:9 "I am the door. If anyone enters by Me, he will be saved, and will go in and out and find pasture.

10 "The thief does not come except to steal, and to kill, and to destroy. I have come that they may have life, and that they may have it more abundantly.

11 "I am the good shepherd. The good shepherd gives His life for the sheep.

John 3:14 "And as Moses lifted up the serpent in the wilderness, even so must the Son of Man be lifted up,
15 "that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have eternal life.
16 "For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life.

John 4:14 "but whoever drinks of the water that I shall give him will never thirst. But the water that I shall give him will become in him a fountain of water springing up into everlasting life."

John 5:24 "Most assuredly, I say to you, he who hears My word and believes in Him who sent Me has everlasting life, and shall not come into judgment, but has passed from death into life.

John 7:14 For the gate is narrow and the way is hard, that leads to life, and those who find it are few.

James 1:13 Let no one say when he is tempted, "I am tempted by God"; for God cannot be tempted with evil and he himself tempts no one;
14 but each person is tempted when he is lured and enticed by his own desire.
15 Then desire when it has conceived gives birth to sin; and sin when it is full-grown brings forth death.

The bible is our guide to life. The bible is our source of originality. The bible is our authority with regards to the beginning and end of life. The bible is our guide to living a life of abundance through Christ Jesus our Lord. Some folks believe that our existence was an accident and that we have evolved from being a cave man to a higher form of life.

I believe that each of us belongs to a global community called humanity. I believe that God created man and that we are to worship Him. I believe that God created us to enjoy those things that He has provided us with. God created us and provided us with everything that we need in order to have abundant life. I believe that God defines what our needs are through the pages of our bible. I also believe that we have gotten our needs and wants messed up and our life has gotten out of balance. I also believe that the evil of this present world has drawn some of us out and separated us from our full potential as Christians.

In an effort to pursue God we have set up different religions and religious denominations with unique definitions of behavior and religious requirements that are necessary in order to find God and have abundant life. What does life consist of on a personal level?

Eating
Sleeping
Emotions
Thought life
Sexual needs
Intellect
Physiology
Religion
Personal hygiene
Entertainment
Education
Sports
Hobbies
Children
Work
Relationships
Perceptions

As Christians we have entered into a personal relationship with God through a personal relationship with Jesus Christ. I am not speaking of an emotional guilt or reflex that causes us to behave religiously. I am talking about our coming face to face with God of the universe because He revealed His plan for us through the reading of His word or by listening to His word being delivered to you through a sermon, bible study or personal testimony of another believer. When we become Disciples of Christ we move from one relationship into another. The bible says that we either serve the devil or we serve God. We have allegiance to either one or the other. We make a commitment to either one or the other. We cannot serve God and Satan at the same time. We have to make a choice that will have eternal circumstances.

Christianity is not a religious behavior but a way of life. Our behavior does not define what Christianity is but our actions define how Christ has changed our lives from the inside out.

The difference between a religion vs. Christianity is a religion defines how we can become Holy enough to approach God while Christianity empowers us through the Holy Spirit to KNOW God on a personal basis and allows us to learn how to walk according to His will for our lives and our community.

Thanks to the Information Age we have more information available to us in real time than ever before. Can you imagine that a world event sometimes took days, weeks or months to be reported to the rest of the global community? Those were the days when we did not have tele-type, telephones, fax machines, computers, e-mail, satellite, pagers, or cellular communications. How many of us know more about the bible and its doctrines than we know how to live our Christianity in a practical way? Do we major in information gathering and minor in living the truth of Gods word? Do we focus more on attending church, doing religious traditions, reading books about God, attend seminars than we do on learning how to live the life of a Christian? If the answer were yes then I would believe that is the root cause for our failing to experience Abundant Life that Christ spoke of.

How many of us have the family bible sitting on our desk, end table or up on the shelf gathering dust? The only time some of us open the bible is when the pastor or bible study teacher tells us to open it up and direct us to a chapter and verse. Some of us treat our bibles just like we do the remote control for our TV sets. We take out the remote from the package, put in fresh batteries and when we want to change the channel we punch the right buttons. Has our Christianity turned into a series of bad commercials that we are frantically trying to flip through? Are we hurriedly flipping through the abundant life that God has outlined in the pages of His word or are we taking time to absorb the information within the pages of His book? We entered into a personal relationship with Christ, asked the Holy Spirit to enter into our hearts so we would have power on high and then we allow the cares of this world and the endless sin in our lives to drain the life right out of us.

If we do not feed our souls the word of God we will be like a ship without a rudder. We will become like a ship without direction and no power. The Holy Spirit within us will be quenched and stifled to the point that HE will be grieved. The key to abundant life is a personal relationship with the God (Jesus Christ) of our universe. A relationship must be nourished and tended to on a daily basis. If you are in a marriage relationship you understand how important it is to work at keeping that relationship healthy. Relationships of all types require nurturing and that takes energy and focus. Relationships take commitment and personal sacrifice. The word of God, the power of prayer and the Holy Spirit and the people in Gods kingdom is what defines us as Christians. Without those critical elements our faith would be powerless and useless.

The benefit of a relationship with Christ is abundant life, fulfillment and challenge. God says in His word that He will write down our names in the Lambs book of Life and will allow us entrance to Heaven to worship Him for eternity. We must choose to keep our commitment strong to which we are in the kingdom of God on a daily basis. The bible says that we are to be in the world but not of the world. Does that mean that we do not associate ourselves with people who do not subscribe to our faith in Christ? Do we totally reject every single thing about our world and move into caves and become outcasts of society? I believe that God wants us to be salt of the earth and the light of the world. Our faith brings flavor and our life of integrity lights the way to the kingdom of God for all who will look.

Relationship evangelism is a key way in which we can get to know someone, show him or her that we care, live our life of faith in front of him or her without compromise and allow the power of the Holy Spirit to draw him or her to the kingdom. We must learn how to love people and despise their sin. We must despise their sin because we know that the consequences of sin is death. We must learn how to show the love of God to people through mercy and compassion. Chuck Swindoll stated in his book on Compassion that “People do not care how much you know until you know how much you care”. Once upon a time I was zealous for God. I was so zealous about telling people about the truth of Gods word that I sacrificed the love of God, compassion for people and mercy. People need to know that God loves them.

People need to know that God is a God of love, mercy and compassion. People need to know that God has given them a choice. We must live our lives in such a way that people can clearly see their choices.

We must know HOW to LIVE out our faith in God in a real way for the world to see. Our lives must be an open book so that our victories and defeats can reflect the power of God. The following list will attempt to reflect some of our daily battles and some of our choices.



I recognize the benefits of growing in the knowledge of Gods word but I struggle in choosing to study Gods word. I would rather watch TV or read a good book than study Gods word.

I want to be more like Christ in my thoughts and feelings but I find it difficult to get away from my old life habits and sin nature. The old nature is too difficult to overcome sometimes.

I see a need to pursue God on a regular basis to grow our relationship but I tend to only seek Him when I am in trouble.

I find it difficult to make personal sacrifices that will benefit me in my Christian growth because it is so much easier to go along with the crowd. My nature is to do what comes easiest to me instead of what is difficult.

I understand more about WHO God is to me but I am finding it difficult to translate His changes to me in a practical way.



I constantly find myself having to focus on my thought life and having to rebuke impure thoughts with regards to my fellow man.

I catch myself listening to others gossip and passing that information on through gossiping myself.

I have a problem with my temper and catch myself speaking sharply to my children or spouse.

I find myself sacrificing my relationships with people for the sake of pursuing personal wealth, status and power.

I find it difficult to reach out to others who are more needy than myself. I catch myself focusing on my problems more often than not.

I find that it is easier to be critical of my pastor and the church I attend instead of taking the time to pray for the people and situations.

My addictions to food, sex, drink or drugs have robbed me of joy, peace and contentment.

As you can see this list could go on forever. Now that we have scratched the surface with regards to some of the things that are affecting our ability to walk in abundant life lets look at some positive things that we can do in order to make wrong things right.

The problem with our lack of balance with regards to living out our faith is very similar to the problems that we have in our educational system of today. Why are our schools releasing young people into society without the necessary skills that will enable them to be productive members of society?


A.Our children do not have a firm grasp on the fundamental basics, which include reading, writing and arithmetic. Without the basic learning blocks how can we expect them to have the necessary skills for higher learning?

B.Our children attend battle zones for schools. When we attended school our issues were talking in class and chewing gum and fist fights in the parking lot. Our children have to endure an environment filled with violence because of drug abuse and kids carrying guns to school.

C.Our children are not receiving discipline at home and the school systems are forced to do what the parents are supposed to be doing to begin with. How can teachers do what they are gifted to do when the children are not focused enough to do the work? Living in an instantaneous society is not conducive to the kids taking the time to learn but would rather goof off and play.

D.Our children are subjected to teachers who are not committed to teaching. It is hard to get an education when school systems are not willing to provide a work environment that rewards teachers for the sacrifices they make. That drives teachers out of the classroom into other occupations that pay more.

Now lets look at how people have gotten out of balance with regards to experiencing Abundant Life that God has for us.


We have not learned the basics of our faith.

Scripture memorization, regular bible study and becoming knowledgeable about basic bible doctrine have left us weak and vulnerable to our enemy who is Satan. The bible says this about our enemy.

Peter I 5:7 Cast all your anxieties on him, for he cares about you.
8 Be sober, be watchful. Your adversary the devil prowls around like a roaring lion, seeking some one to devour.
9 Resist him, firm in your faith, knowing that the same experience of suffering is required of your brotherhood throughout the world.
10 And after you have suffered a little while, the God of all grace, who has called you to his eternal glory in Christ, will himself restore, establish, and strengthen you.

We have forgotten that Satan is the enemy of God. That means that YOU are the enemy of God. Satan will drag you into the pits of Hell with him IF you allow yourself to be taken. Satan is the great deceiver and has the ability to deceive people IF they are not preparing their minds with the truth of Gods word. The bible says in the book of Hosea.

Hosea 4:6 My people are destroyed for lack of knowledge; because you have rejected knowledge, I reject you from being a priest to me. And since you have forgotten the law of your God, I also will forget your children.

This is what the bible says about the IMPORTANCE of reading Gods word.

Hebrews 4:11 Let us labour therefore to enter into that rest, lest any man fall after the same example of unbelief.
12 For the word of God is quick, and powerful, and sharper than any twoedged sword, piercing even to the dividing asunder of soul and spirit, and of the joints and marrow, and is a discerner of the thoughts and intents of the heart.
Romans 10:17 So then faith cometh by hearing, and hearing by the word of God.
Timothy II 2:14 Of these things put them in remembrance, charging them before the Lord that they strive not about words to no profit, but to the subverting of the hearers.
15 Study to show thyself approved unto God, a workman that needeth not to be ashamed, rightly dividing the word of truth.
16 But shun profane and vain babblings: for they will increase unto more ungodliness.

We carelessly place ourselves in the middle of the minefields of life and wonder why we get our toes blown off.

We forget whom we belong to and we continue to act as if nothing has changed when we enter into a personal relationship with Christ. We look to God as a puppet that we can manipulate when things go wrong but the rest of the time we leave Him on the shelf. We entertain our minds and bodies with the cares of this world, which have no eternal meaning and lose out as we rush past the golden nuggets of a life filled with faithful obedience to Christ. Our walk with Christ should be one of discipline, focus and diligence. There is an old saying that says, “Birds of a feather flock together”. We must learn how to associate ourselves with Kingdom Kids. We need to seek out a good bible teaching church with people who are REAL about their relationship with God so that we can LEARN and GROW in our faith walk. If we expect the power of God to be transferred into our lives and to give us REAL power so we can experience abundant life then we are going to have to place ourselves in the right environment for it to happen.

We run from discipline.

We live in an instant generation where we do not have to wait for anything. We want it and we want it right now. If you want something you do whatever you can to get it NOW. Buy now and pay later is our motto. In 2nd Corinthians we see the bible telling us “therefore if any man be in Christ he is a NEW creation, old things pass away and all things become new”. We seem to think that our sinful nature is going to magically disappear and that we are going to completely and automatically bury our sin nature and that our NEW man (spirit man) is going to naturally spring forth. We forget that there is a constant battle raging within our souls as the flesh competes with the power of the Holy Spirit that Christ places within us. When we do something that we like we find out very quickly that we must discipline ourselves to learn HOW to get better at doing it. If you like to bowl and you want to get better then you have to discipline yourself to learn HOW to approach the line and release that bowling ball in such a way that you can hit the head pin and knock down everything at once. If you do not get it right then you will see that you are off balance and the ball will not hit the mark and then you will have to try it again. We must determine to be disciplined in order to read Gods word and understand How to apply biblical principles to our lives.

We are powerless because we do not pray.

If you love someone you spend time with them and you talk with them and you share your heart with them. You share your deepest secrets with them and you listen to what they have to say. You learn how to become intimately involved in everything that they do and say. Our relationship with God should be the primary relationship where we learn how to be intimate with regards to who we are in the kingdom of God and what God wants to share with us. If you do not have quiet time where you can speak to God and LISTEN to what God says back to you then you will lack power in your life. There is NO WAY that a professing Christian can overcome sin habits or addictions in their life if they are not willing to take the time to have intimate and regular conversations with God. Only God can change you from the inside out. Your pastor cannot do it. Your spouse cannot do it. Your children cannot do it. Only GOD can change you into the image of WHO HE wants you to be. God desires for you to have a CLOSE relationship so that HE can reveal who HE IS in the world around you. You cannot get what God has to offer if you only talk to Him when you are desperate for your problems to be solved.

We are vulnerable because we separate ourselves from the body of Christ on a regular basis.

God designed relationships for a purpose other than for us to have an avenue to populate the planet. Have you ever asked a child who God is? More often than not they will tell you His name is Jesus. If you ask a child where God is they will probably put their hand over their hearts. Children know that the kingdom of God resides in our hearts. God made us to worship Him and he created us with a void in our hearts and souls that only He can fill. The kingdom of God is all around us in the people who love Him and call Him the Lord of their lives. No man is an island and we NEED to be around people who have the same faith beliefs that we do. We need to be around people that think and feel and believe just like we do. We draw strength and assurance from one another and we can help each other to be accountable for the integrity of our walk with Christ. We need close personal relationships with other believers so that we can learn from one another as we share our victories and defeats. This will require that we let down the walls of our hearts and be real with one another. This will require that we commit to being a person that someone will be safe sharing their heart with. So many folks have been burned and hurt because a careless tongue broke confidentiality.

We cannot experience Abundant Life that God intends for us to have when we fail to fully embrace the spiritual gifts that He has given us.

God gives us faith so that we can believe. Faith comes by hearing and hearing by the word of God. We can believe in who God is because HE gives us the spiritual ability to believe through faith. Hebrews 11:6 says "But without faith it is impossible to please him: for he that cometh to God must believe that he is, and that he is a rewarder of them that diligently seek him."


Corinthians I 12:1 Now concerning spiritual gifts, brethren, I would not have you ignorant.
2 Ye know that ye were Gentiles, carried away unto these dumb idols, even as ye were led.
3 Wherefore I give you to understand, that no man speaking by the Spirit of God calleth Jesus accursed: and that no man can say that Jesus is the Lord, but by the Holy Ghost.
4 Now there are diversities of gifts, but the same Spirit.
5 And there are differences of administrations, but the same Lord.
6 And there are diversities of operations, but it is the same God which worketh all in all.
7 But the manifestation of the Spirit is given to every man to profit withal.
8 For to one is given by the Spirit the word of wisdom; to another the word of knowledge by the same Spirit;
9 To another faith by the same Spirit; to another the gifts of healing by the same Spirit;
10 To another the working of miracles; to another prophecy; to another discerning of spirits; to another divers kinds of tongues; to another the interpretation of tongues:
11 But all these worketh that one and the selfsame Spirit, dividing to every man severally as he will.
12 For as the body is one, and hath many members, and all the members of that one body, being many, are one body: so also is Christ.
13 For by one Spirit are we all baptized into one body, whether we be Jews or Gentiles, whether we be bond or free; and have been all made to drink into one Spirit.
14 For the body is not one member, but many.

Did you know that God has given you a spiritual gift? Do you know what that gift is? Have you ever been challenged to find out? Do you think that you can be a part of Gods plan to reach the world for Christ or minister to the body of Christ around you without God equipping you for the task? Spiritual gifts do several things.

Glorify God and His Kingdom
Minister to the needs of the world around you
Convict people of sin in their lives
Causes healing and restoration
Brings forth Gods word
Defeats Satan who is your enemy
Gives Abundant Life to those who use them

We sometimes experience failure and defeat because we need to allow God to develop the fruit of the spirit in our lives

How will people KNOW that we are Christians? They will know us by our Love for one another, God and our spiritual fruit. Have you ever gotten zealous for God and gone off half cocked? Our intentions are good and we mean well. The only problem is we are not prepared for some of the battles and challenges of life because God is not finished with us yet. Growing in grace and maturity takes time. There is no substitute for Gods timing in our lives and the discipline to be obedient to His word. Lets examine the fruit of the spirit according to what Gods word says.

Matthew 7:15 Beware of false prophets, which come to you in sheep's clothing, but inwardly they are ravening wolves.
16 Ye shall know them by their fruits. Do men gather grapes of thorns, or figs of thistles?
17 Even so every good tree bringeth forth good fruit; but a corrupt tree bringeth forth evil fruit.
18 A good tree cannot bring forth evil fruit, neither can a corrupt tree bring forth good fruit.
19 Every tree that bringeth not forth good fruit is hewn down, and cast into the fire.
20 Wherefore by their fruits ye shall know them.
21 Not every one that saith unto me, Lord, Lord, shall enter into the kingdom of heaven; but he that doeth the will of my Father which is in heaven.
22 Many will say to me in that day, Lord, Lord, have we not prophesied in thy name? and in thy name have cast out devils? and in thy name done many wonderful works?
23 And then will I profess unto them, I never knew you: depart from me, ye that work iniquity.
24 Therefore whosoever heareth these sayings of mine, and doeth them, I will liken him unto a wise man, which built his house upon a rock:

Galatians 5:21 Envyings, murders, drunkenness, revellings, and such like: of the which I tell you before, as I have also told you in time past, that they which do such things shall not inherit the kingdom of God.
22 But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, gentleness, goodness, faith,
23 Meekness, temperance: against such there is no law.
24 And they that are Christ's have crucified the flesh with the affections and lusts.
25 If we live in the Spirit, let us also walk in the Spirit.


Do we have a right to judge whether or not someone is a true Christian? I would say a resounding no. Only God truly knows our hearts. Do we have the ability or right to be fruit inspectors? Yes, we can see how folks live their lives and if they are Disciples of Christ we will see evidence of this through the fruit that God will produce in their lives.

The following statements are “Spiritual Confessions of Gods Abundant Life.” I got these from the back of one of the church handouts at Abundant Life Church in Houston Texas.

Please allow me to encourage you to embrace each one of these confessions. These confessions are biblical in nature and God has provided them for us in His word so that we can be strengthened and encouraged in times of trouble. Life is full of challenges. Life is full of victory and defeat. Life is full of pain and anguish. Bad things can happen to good people as well as bad. Our Joy of the Lord MUST be our strength and we can not allow the circumstances of this world to rob us of this joy or Abundant Life.

I am not under guilt or condemnation
There is no condemnation for those in Christ Jesus

Satan is a liar; I will not listen to His accusations

No weapon formed against me will prosper

I will confute every tongue rising against me in judgement

My mind is being renewed by the Word of God, I pull down strongholds

I cast down imaginings; I bring every thought captive to the obedience of Christ

I am accepted in the beloved

If God be for me, who can be against me?

Nothing can separate me from the Love of Christ

I am NOT a slave to SIN

I am a slave of God and a slave of Righteousness

I am delivered out of the Kingdom of darkness

I am now part of the Kingdom of God

I do not have to serve sin anymore

Sin no longer has dominion over me

Satan is defeated

The Son of God came into the world to destroy the works of the devil, No longer will he oppress me?

I defeat him by the blood of the Lamb, by the word of my testimony, loving not my life unto death.

I submit to God, I resist the devil and he will flee from me.

No temptation will overtake me that is not common to man.

God is faithful, he will not let me be tempted beyond my strength but with the temptation will also provide a way of escape that I may be able to endure it.

I will stand fast in the liberty with which Christ has made me free

Where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is liberty

The law of the Spirit of life in Jesus Christ has set me free from the law of sin and death.

I will reign as a king in life through Jesus Christ

I am strong, the word of God abides in me, and I have overcome the evil one.

I am more than a conqueror through Christ who loves me

I am an overcomer

I can do all things in Christ who strengthens me

Thanks be to God who gives me the victory through Jesus Christ my Lord

I give no place to fear in my life, the fear of man brings a snare, but perfect love casts out fear.

I sought the Lord and He heard me and delivered me from all my fears

The Lord is my light and my salvation, whom shall I fear.

The Lord is the strength of my life of whom shall I be afraid

God is my refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble therefore I will not fear.

If I were still trying to please men, I should not be a servant of Jesus Christ

But I am a servant of the most high God.

I fear not, for he is with me.

I shall not be dismayed, for he is my God.

He will strengthen me, he will help me, he will uphold me

With his victorious right hand.

I am not ashamed of the Gospel, for it is the power of God unto salvation to those who believe

I am a minister of reconciliation

I am an ambassador for Christ

I received power when the Holy Spirit came upon me to be his witness

His word never returns void but always accomplishes the purpose for which he sent it

I am righteous, therefore, I am bold as a lion

He will never fail me nor forsake me, therefore, I can boldly say, The Lord is my Help, I shall not be afraid. What can man do to me?



James Moffitt
Jesus Connect Ministries
http://www.jesus-connect.net
jcmoffitt@jesus-connect.net

General drivel

Well, the jury is out and SPAM Killer is dead. I ripped it out by the roots. Is the application useless? No, as a matter of fact it DOES block a LOT of spam. Sadly enough I get so much of it that I spend more time configuring filters in Spam Killer than I do getting to read the e-mail I am interested in.
Outlook 2000 and Outlook Express both give you the ability to block junk e-mail even if it does not kill it at the server itself. The moral of the story goes like this. NEVER register your e-mail address with a SINGLE website if you do NOT want to be spammed. Internet entrepenuers are shameless in their quest for the almighty dollar and if that means that they fill up your inbox with worthless drivel they will.

On the way back from getting luch today I had a guard ask me where Jesus was. I did not figure this out later but they were talking about the license plate that I have on front of my Lincoln. It says Buckle up with Jesus. I guess the guards were bored and thought they would have fun with me for a moment. I made sure not to tell them that Jesus was in the trunk. That would have cost me an hour at the security office with my car getting searched.

Our pastor lost a dear friend to cancer this last Friday and he headed up to Illinois to do the funeral. Pastor Tom asked me to take his place at the pulpit this last weekend and it looks like I will be doing it again this Sunday after finding out that the engine in Pastor Tom's suburban. When it rains, it pours.
We need to pray for a good deal on a decent engine and a safe return for Pastor Tom as well as the situation with the family that lost their dad and husband.

I was hoping to set up a distribution list for dads who are grieving the loss of a child. Thus far I have not gotten much response, if any.
Well, you are not going to believe this but I think I just ran out of something to drivel about. Over and out !





James Moffitt
Jesus Connect Ministries
http://www.jesus-connect.net
jcmoffitt@jesus-connect.net

Whazzzzzzupppppp

In 45 minutes I can say "Ding Dong the Witch is dead". That will mean that it is time to pack up and head to the house. I will have burned another 8 hours here in my little techno cave here at work. Isn't that special??

I spent time with the family at the flea market in Ladson this weekend. We sold two Dale Earnhardt cars and NOT another thing. We make just enough money to pay for our booth rental and not much else. We were set up inside and I think that I now see the error of our ways. We need to set up OUTSIDE where the throngs of people are scurrying about. If we are outside we will be able to help seperate people from their money.

Sunday was spent listening to little ole me sing and preach for several hours. Those poor people. I am sure that they will be happy when Pastor Tom gets back in town. I was able to lead the service due to Pastor Tom having a death in the family. This will be tough on Pastor Tom because they were close.

The message on Sunday was "Christianity is not a spectator sport, running the race for God". To God be the glory !!






James Moffitt
Jesus Connect Ministries
http://www.jesus-connect.net
jcmoffitt@jesus-connect.net

A word of encouragement to Men who are grieving

I wrote this message to the LOOK list and thought I would add it here to my blog just in case there might be a man who is grieving the loss of a child.

I received an e-mail last night from an old friend who I used to work with in Atlanta Georgia.
She told me that she knew of what I was going through and because she did not know WHAT to say that she decided the best thing for her to do was to say nothing. I told my friend that there is nothing anyone can really say to make things better. What can be said to change the reality of our loss? What can be said to change the intensity of the pain or the void in our hearts that we feel after our child is gone? Our lives are changed in the blinking of an eye and we are left with the task of picking up the pieces and rebuilding our lives. I told my friend that the best thing that she could have done for me as a friend was to just be there. Allow me to babble in her ear for a few minutes on whatever subject that I needed to babble about. Dont expect me to make sense. Expect me to ramble. Expect me to cry. Expect me to get angry. Expect me to be frustrated.
Expect me to be suicidal at times. Expect me to be despondant. Just allow me to be me and realize that the pain is making me be a little bit weirder than normal. For those of you that dont know me I am a little on the weird side anyway so , yes, this makes me a little more weird.

It has come to my knowledge that there are a lot of men just like me who have lost a child and need ways to express the emotions I listed above. The world that we live in is not conducive to men sitting around blubbering like cry babies over the loss of a child. The world we live in demands that we suck it up and be tough. What would John Wayne say if he knew that we were crying about something like the loss of a child. John Wayne would say that people die, get used to it and move on. So what it is your child. Dont you have more children that will take their place anyway? The problem with that thinking is that Hollywood has warped our worldview and our parents raised us men thinking that crying and showing emotion is a sign of weakness. I remember listening to my earthly father telling me to shut up and not cry even after some of his good old fashioned whuppins. I was thinking at the time that it was silly for him to tell me not to cry when my butt hurt and my feelings were trashed.

So, with all of that said let me say this primarily to the men that might be lurking here. You are certainly not superman. It is ok for you to have feelings of emptiness. It is ok for you to be angry about the loss of your child. It is ok for you to admit that you love your child and miss them. It is ok for you to feel angry that God allowed them to go home with HIM earlier than you would have wanted. It is ok for you to question God and ask him WHY. It is ok to be depressed and despondant for days on end. It is ok for you to want to sit back and let the world pass you by in hopes that this will all just turn out to be a big horrible dream. One of the things that I am learning is that everyone handles grief differently. I can see that between myself and my wife.

I am gathering a list of names and e-mail addresses of MEN who are interested in walking down this road together with me. We are all part of a horrible fellowship of parents who are grieving. None of us want to be here but here we are. What we do with this is up to us. I believe that each of us have the ability and the life experiences to help one another out from time to time and I just want to do my part to help those of you that need an opportunity to open up and speak.

I am setting up an e-mail distribution list in Outlook with the names of men that I am aware of so that I can start to dialog with them. I would recommend that each of you do that as well. If you want the list that I have and want to be added to it then email me at jcmoffitt@jcmoffitt.com Be sure to put ADD ME TO THE LIST or SEND ME THE MENS GRIEF LIST in the subject line. I will set up a filter in my SpamKiller application not to delete your email. We can discuss things in e-mail, here on LOOK and we can also set up a virtual community where we have our own private message board and I can host chat times where we can chat in real time. I am also willing to talk with any of you men via the regular ole POTS line. POTS stands for Public Operated Telephone System. Write me a private email telling me you need to talk and when and I will give you a phone number to call. I am also available via MSN Instant Messenger at jcmoffitt@hotmail.com, AOL IM as Friend4836. So, if you are on IM and you want to add me to your contact list and chat do so. If I am at work and too busy to chat I will ask you to hang on for a few moments or to send me an email. I will get back to you.

Ok, nuff said about that. Lets start talking men...... The Superbowl is over anyway.... :)

James Moffitt
Jesus Connect Ministries
http://www.jesus-connect.net
jcmoffitt@jesus-connect.net